What do I do if I’m kinda sorta falling in love with him?
Do I tell him? Do I wait for him to say something first?
Because I don’t do that whole cheesy-mushy-lovey-dovey-feelings crap.
I’m scared. Someone ask him for me. haha
Last night was amazing. It felt like it was straight out of a movie. We were cuddling and being reallly silly and kissing each other randomly and I can’t even describe how wonderful it was. Perfect, even.
So I suppose this is a lovely sentiment by my delightful boyfriend.
I don’t understand pokemon, but he assures me that this is a good thing, so I believe him. haha
* And no, his name isn’t John Langhastini. Just saying.
I wish you were more comfortable with me in public.
I wish you would hold hands with me in the hallway.
I know we haven’t been together for that long, but I feel kinda crappy when we don’t really act like a couple.
But I also know that you’ve never acted like a couple with any of your exes, so that kinda makes me feel better.
I want to be the first girl that you hold hands with, legitimately, in public.
So we’ll keep doing this until you’re comfortable.
I just want you to know that you mean so much to me, which feels so weird for me to say. I’ve never felt like that about anyone before…which also scares the crap out of me.
This is what I woke up to this morning :3
“I woke and expected to see you. But it was a pillow in my arms and not Sarah :(“
We’ve determined that we’re going to change the world. Together.
We’re having a legitimate conversation about what we want to do with our lives.
He wants to help the mentally handicapped learn how to play music.
Like seriously, what did I do to deserve this kid. I’m crying, that’s so wonderful.
I’m in awe.
This boy.
So I told you all that he called me his “schatz”, which I thought meant sweetheart or whatever in German. It actually means “my treasure”….<3 sdklvneksdfj
Tonight was so cute.
He fell asleep on my lap and we were holding hands and at one point he was hugging me while sleeping omg.
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I like you…a lot. And you don’t realize how scared I am. I really feel like we could make this last. I’ve never said this about anyone…but I can see myself falling in love with you. Oh my God, I’m terrified.
